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Post by Jesus, lol on Jan 2, 2007 21:51:13 GMT -5
[[I'll come up with something XD Eventually.]]
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Post by Jesus, lol on Jan 4, 2007 19:13:53 GMT -5
[[Shitty post is shiiiiiiiiittttty..]]
School... Was actually enjoyable, for once. Even though she had about frozen to death on the way, and had gotten lost on the way to her classroom, it had been... For once, she wasn't '>Insert name here<'s little/big sister' or 'one of the Yoshikawa'. She was just Kei (Kei-chan, even!). No one expected her to be perfect (though they were certainly curious about Takamoto, asking if everyone there was really as snooty as they had heard. They were.). Her teacher was pretty nice, and it was so...relaxed. When you looked past the prim lawns and cast iron gates, past severe uniforms and the papal air....it was surprisingly casual. Friendly, really.
It surprised her how much she enjoyed it, how reluctant she was to wave goodbye at the end of the day, as the gates swung open and released her. The walk home seems shorter, more pleasant, and the bounce in her step was almost visible. Twirling, she slipped, and made contact with the ground. Damn, second time in one day she had slipped.
Inspecting herself (free of injury, thank god), she staggered to her feet, and looked up. Hey, the front door to her apartment building was opening up. Wicked cool. She blinked. Takamatsu? What was he doing leaving that late?
"Uh...hi!" She called out, waving, head tilted to one side. Huh. Imagine that.
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Post by Takamatsu Takeda on Feb 16, 2007 4:25:46 GMT -5
**IM FINALLY BACK!!! CHEEEEE Stupid time and not having a computer.... Pffffft**
Takamatsu had just been pulling the door closed, his eyes lowering a bit in thought as he shut it with a snap. That was when he apparently had heard the words addressed to him from a rather easily now familiarly placed voice. "Hmmmm?" He smirked somewhat before he remembered back to all the work he had done inside the house, everything basically organized now. "Heh..." Won't she be surprised. "Hey... It seems I didn't get out early enough Im supposing..." Blinking just a few times here and there as he made his way down the steps and towards her. "So... How was school missy...." His eyes still held that same rueful smooth softness to them as he stared her down.
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Post by Jesus, lol on Feb 18, 2007 1:25:02 GMT -5
Kei dusted the snow and dirt off of her skirt, kicking her shoes against the ground to dislodge them of ice. Her legs were cold. Boo. She jumped when she looked up and met his gaze, but a smile evened out across her face. Fiddling with her hair, she felt a rush of excitement swell in her breast. "It was great! I mean like, it seemed all snooty and stuffy like Takamoto, but it was totally not, and they were really friendly and helpful, and people like me for me, and they have the most awesome woodshop class and and~~!" Her hands clapped across her mouth suddenly, as she flushed in embarrassment. "S-sorry! I get um, talkative when I'm excited." She ignored the briefcase she had dropped and smiled nervously at him, before blinking as a thought hit her. "Um, wait, you're leaving like, really late." Stooping to pick up her briefcase, she attempted to compose herself (she failed). "Did something happen, or...?" Head tilt.
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Post by Takamatsu Takeda on Feb 18, 2007 2:39:41 GMT -5
He never really could help himself when it came to things like organization and perfectly ordering things so that everything was perfect. Thus was the life of a perfectionist, and man sometimes did it suck and waste too much time. "Hehehe..." He laughed softly as she just began to go on and on and on about what happened to her at school, and how people now liked her for who she was, and not for how her sisters were. "Well... Let's just say I did... 'a little' cleaning while you were away at school... Sorry if I moved anything out of place... I just have to clean when things are messy... Its odd... Yes... But yea..." He must seem like the biggest girl right now with having said he had to clean when something was dirty, but that was okay, he didnt really mind what she thought of him because he probably thought more of her than she of him. Twas odd. Stupid emotions and their damn effects he thought.
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Post by Jesus, lol on Feb 18, 2007 10:00:41 GMT -5
It took her a moment to piece together what he said, and make the necessary connections. She squeaked and enveloped him in a tight embrace, briefcase once again, dropped. Not that she cared too much (it was falling apart anyways). The rush of gratitude coloured her cheeks it wasn't embarrassment, it wasn't and she beamed up at him. "T-thank you! I mean, you totally didn't have to go out of your way, but you did, and I owe you like a mofo and you have no idea just how much I appreciate it, thank youuuuuuuu~~" She hugged him again, breathless with laughter. Now she would have time to get ready for work and not have to clean and race the clock~! HUZZAH~!
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Post by Takamatsu Takeda on Feb 18, 2007 18:48:54 GMT -5
His eyes widened somewhat at the embrace as he blinked a few times in order to bring himself back to what was actually happening. Giving a slight laugh, he smiled gently giving him a very intricate look of innocence that helped to personify his mood. "Well miss Kei... You are quite welcome indeed I believe..." It was odd how his life worked. He had apparently changed dramatically beyond all reason. "Hehehehe..." And if he would fight for anything now instead of himself, it would be for her if he had to. "So... Mmmm" He thought for a few moments in an akward silence that fell, unable to really think at the time what to say or do to help end that tension in the air.
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Post by Jesus, lol on Feb 18, 2007 21:10:56 GMT -5
She flushed, glancing up at him. It was hard to think that a month ago, he had shattered her life, casting doubt on her values, throwing a veil of fear over her. And now here she was, arms thrown about him, trying to quell the strange lump in her throat, and gain some clarity through a light-headed daze. How quickly things changed... "A-ano saa..." She released him, stepping back, tugging on her skirt. Her cheeks burned and she turned her gaze to the ground. "U-um...s-sorry. I'll...um..." She covered her face with her hands. Damn him for becoming so important to her!
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Post by Takamatsu Takeda on Feb 19, 2007 0:07:35 GMT -5
He took the initiative as she turned her head to the ground in embarassment, his hand reaching up slowly and lifting up her chin gently before he gently pushed forward, his lips pressing against hers. "......." Keeping his eyes closed, he relished the moment, letting all that was happening sink into her before she could act. Finally after enough time had passed, he slowly pulled away, letting his eyes open ever so slightly to help form a smile upon his face. "Dont be sorry..." His voice was almost as soft as that of a whisper, his calm gaze staring deeply into her eyes as though he were reading into her soul.
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Post by Jesus, lol on Feb 19, 2007 0:51:28 GMT -5
Kei jumped, taking a step backwards at his touch. Her stomach tensed and flopped as he drew near, and her heart raced. What–?! Oh. Oh. Her brain shorted out, and she stood, staring up at him blankly. Her brain couldn't quite make the necessary connections, and she was sure she 'looked like a fish' (thanks ever so, Mari-onee). Then she got it. She jerked back, eyes suspicious, hands shaking. She hung her head, fingers clutching her arms till the knuckles went white. Her shoulders trembled slightly, and she closed her eyes against the world. No, no, no. She couldn't let it end up like this, let everything depend on him, give him that power to shatter everything again. She... "Oh kami, I'm sorry...!" Dropping to her knees, Kei choked out her words. "I'm sorry...! I can't...I won't...I...! Please forgive me!" She wanted to scream in frustration. It wasn't fair, dammit. She couldn't be like her sisters and let him in, even if she wanted to. Coward.
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Post by Takamatsu Takeda on Feb 19, 2007 1:00:07 GMT -5
He watched silently for a few moments before he began to get sconfused, his eyes flicking a bit as his brows seemed to twitch a bit. "Wha...?" He kneeled down next to her before blinking sadly. "Kei Im sorry I didnt mean to... I just thought... I mean... Ehh..." His brows furrowed lightly before he sighed and understood with a soft sigh. "Please forgive me...." Standing back up, he gave a slight smirk before he began making his way off down the sidewalk away from her, not looking back as his hair swayed freely from side to side.
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Post by Jesus, lol on Feb 19, 2007 1:14:20 GMT -5
Kei stared at her hands, trying to find solace in the familiar calluses. There was no comfort to be offered, of course, and she bit her lip near clean through. Hadn't she given up silence...? Hadn't she tried to better herself, find happiness...? So why, when she was offered it, why couldn't she take it? She hissed in frustration, palming her eyes furiously. Her makeup smudged, and she steeled herself. No...not anymore. She...she was tired of hiding away and letting happiness pass her by. "Wait...wait...!" Her voice was raspy, as if she had lived in silence for all these years (in hindsight, she had, of a sort anyways). Rising to her feet, she took a nervous step after him, hands fidgeting with her skirt. "I...I'm not a very brave person...I...I've spent my life hiding a-and I don't know what I can o-offer you...but..." Her eyes prickled and she wiped them furiously, trying to keep herself from breaking down. "B-but...I..." She swallowed, and shut her eyes tight, not caring if she was simply shouting at him. "I care about you! I...and I'm sorry, I'm just...afraid."
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Post by Takamatsu Takeda on Feb 19, 2007 1:20:39 GMT -5
His eyes narrowed a bit at her words some of the older Takamatsu having returned when he was apparently rejected by her that first time. Turning around to face her, his gaze remained hard and steeled before he listened to her words, something about them making him change as he sighed softly and let his arms come out, pulling her into his embrace like a human shield. "You can offer your love as I do mine..." His words were soft and gentle like a cradle beneath a babys sleep. "To be afraid is to be normal, dont worry... Im here for you... I dont want to let you go..."
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Post by Jesus, lol on Feb 19, 2007 1:30:43 GMT -5
Kei shivered under his sharp gaze, fight or flight instincts threatening to come into play. They were quickly abandoned as he pulled her flush to him, and she quivered, fisting her hands in his shirt. "I...I don't know if...if any love I can offer you is worth much..." She looked up at him, biting her lip. She hated this feeling of insecurity, of doubt. It...frustrated her.
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Post by Takamatsu Takeda on Feb 19, 2007 1:37:02 GMT -5
"Dont worry Kei... Im sure everything will work itself out... Just give it a chance... Please... That's all I ask is a chance from you.." What was that. A tear? No not possible. He lowered his head a bit against hers so she wouldnt see it. "I want you to be happy... However if you feel insecure..." He stopped for a few moments before shaking his head. He wanted to be with her, his feelings for her completely influenced everything he did in his daily life. Another tear. Tightening squeeze. "Kei..."
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